Jimmy presenting his painting "Girl from Egypt" in May 2013 at the Owatonna Center for the Arts |
As many of know, verbal
language is a challenge for Jimmy on a daily basis. Jimmy’s emergence as an artist began with
illness. In May of 2013, Jimmy presented
his art to a large group at the Owatonna Center for the Arts. After the presentation, a woman asked me if I
thought we would have discovered Jimmy’s love of art if he hadn’t gotten
sick. I didn’t have to think for very
long as I answered, “no, I don’t think that we would have found art for him.”
Until Jimmy was in 6th grade, I always imagined him in college. He was smart.
He had a great memory….sure, he’d need supports…but, I never gave up the
idea of college for him until his health so severely eroded and the words he
had gained slipped away… only then, I gave up my dream for him. I discouraged school staff from mainstreaming
Jimmy for classes like art and music even though he enjoyed both. Many kids
with special needs are only mainstreamed for classes that I would consider to
have had less “meat” than reading, math,
science and social studies. I didn’t want him shuffled into these classes as it
signified for me, I’d given up on him.
Jimmy at Good Purpose Gallery in Lee, MA with his paintings "Goodbye Ron", "Girl in the Forrest", "Elizabeth" and "Jim" |
In many school settings, kids
with special needs get placed into art and music classes for mainstreaming. Jimmy was great at social studies and science. He could read well. So, I was not hot on
Jimmy being in art class as a means of mainstreaming…..where would this get him
in the future??? Jimmy was mainstreamed for many classes that I felt had "meat". So, he had less time for art and music. Although, he did take them. Instead of choir class, Jimmy played baritone in the middle school band...a first for the middle school and he was good at it. It was only
when he got sick and we were trying to find a way to engage him that we
discovered his true love of and motivation for art.
He loves learning about artists.
He spends hours during the week reading about artists. I print articles and he loves reading about
famous artists …seems to never get old for him. I don't regret not learned about his art aptitude until he was older as he learned many valuable skills in the mainstream classes that he took. It helped us to learn how he learned when he felt well.
"Mad Cat" 11"x14" Oil Pastel on Paper, 2013 inspired by Dutch Expressionists |
Jimmy works hard to
communicate to us how he feels. I have
often referred to him as the blade of grass that grows through the tar…come
hell or high water, he will make his point. When he was about 5, he taught
himself sign language over the course of a weekend after my daughter brought a
sign language book home from school. Verbal
language was illusive to him at that time.
We all learned how to sign the alphabet and used this for several years
with Jimmy. …it was concrete, visual and made sense to him. He taught us how to
best communicate with him at the time. We still occasionally use signing to
lead him to verbalize.
Jimmy’s art continues to be
his voice for us as a family. His art
speaks volumes to us as it often helps to tell us how he feels. Over the last several months, his sketchbook
has shown panic, rash work lacking detail and the quality we’ve grown to know.
Although he still is producing very interesting works, it isn’t at the same
pace that it had been. He recently
produced a very interesting piece called, “Face.” He created this piece from a close up black
and
white photo of a face. He outlined
the light and dark parts of the face on the photo with a pen and translated
what he saw to paper with oil pastel and loads of color. This is a technique
that he often uses. When I posted the
piece on Facebook. I was stunned at what
people saw in the piece….one elephant, two elephants, one face, two faces, a
fish and a dog. It is a very interesting
piece. Last week, he had to sign several
new pieces before I had them scanned.
Since early May, we have been back and forth with doctors as he’s been
losing weight, not sleeping, vomiting and complaining of stomach pain. He was struggling the day I asked him to sign his works. So, I shouldn't have been surprised when he signed “Face” upside
down in yellow. The
upside down yellow signature was barely visible. Then he took an oil pastel and
covering up the yellow signature….I said, “hey, Jim your name is upside
down. With intent, he took a darker
color and signed upside down again in the same place. He looked at me and said, “sick.” Clearly, he was making a
point with me…he must feel upside down….”sick.”
"Face" 11"x14" Oil Pastel on Paper, 2013 |
After being scoped last week,
we can confirm his pain and illness.
Resolution of his conditions are another story. But, we are on the complicated path to reduce
his pain and put him back on strong footing.
"Girl from Egypt" Jimmy's work will be included in a special installation at the Northern Trust Collectors Lounge (or other location tbd) at EXPO CHGO, September 19th through the 22nd on Navy Pier. |
So, what’s in a signature for
Jimmy? His signature tells us who he is
and now how he feels.
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